Five Minutes

I can’t focus.

Leaping from thing to thing

Looking for solid ground

Desperate for something to hold me down

To keep me from floating off the surface of this earth

Into the crushing void of space.


Sick to my stomach

Paralyzed


The world is crashing in around me

And I can’t convince myself

To put down my phone.

The world is crashing in around me

And I get get the voices in my head

To shut the fuck up

For five fucking minutes.

 

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